It is what it is...

Well apparently I didn't get in to RIT. I don't know how I feel about that. Haven't had time alone with my thoughts yet.I am a little disappoited, but im not 'mad'. I felt like I was fully adequate, my GPA is like a 3.6. SAT scores, not to good but its around the same as tons of people I know that got in. I don't feel sorrow at all, I only feel like I let people down. Everyone had this high expectation and I couldn't reach it. I'm not going to start rationalizing this as character growth or it just wasn't right. It is what it is. I'm content with going to Roberts wesleyan. I think it has a lot to offer me and I have a lot to offer it. It just seems weird that its all done now. No more figuring out where I am going to go. This is it, new home. I am happy that I don't have to wait anymore. All the pieces fell together. I am going to go for engineering at Roberts. Its a pretty fine christian school with hopefully the soon to be mrs.Kaye, if I can find her ;)