Human expectations

"I have (I have) you breathing down my neck (breathing down my neck)
I don't (don't know) what you could possibly expect under this condition so
I'll wait (I'll wait) for the ambulance to come (ambulance to come)
Pick us up off the floor
What did you possibly expect under this condition so"

I feel like lately I've had this big weight on my shoulder, but I couldn't show it because it would show how vulnerable I am. Everyone is expecting me to get in to Rochester Institute of Technology. All I hear left and right, "Did you get in, did you get in"

People don't know but my greatest flaw is the needing to please everyone. It really just ends up taking a huge toll on me mentally.

I honestly don't mind my second choice school. Its not a big deal to me. But I have the world telling me what I want and it makes it difficult to deal.

I am suppose to find out this week. One thought comes to mind, what if I don't get in? How am I suppose to tell everyone. This is all getting blown out of proportion...